After weeks of procrastination, I finally quit my painting classes. I am so completely relieved I can't begin to tell you. I went back and forth trying to decide what to do, and ultimately what made my decision was the response I got from others when I explained to them exactly what had been progressing over the last several months during class. Which is, to say, nothing. Nothing happened at all. I think the final straw for me was during our last class, my instructor came over to see what I was doing (only because her dog was giving birth and was placed behind my chair - And of course I'm serious.) and noticed I was working on the SUV in the scene. I had decided to paint it out in a greyish-purple tone to first get the values right, and then will add more color when I'm happy with what I have down.
Without her asking, I described my approach to her, to which she responded with, "That's the way the Masters did it, too. It's called, (something I can't remember)." Please don't get me wrong. I know I am no Master, nor am I on my way to becoming one. And I know that right now the shape of my SUV is wonky and off. HOWEVER. At the risk of sounding like an egomaniac, if I'm just by some stroke of luck approaching a painting like someone who even remotely knows what they're doing without being told, WHY AM I THERE?
So yeah. That made the decision easy for me. That, and the fact that I told myself I could take the money I've been speding on classes each week for supplies! I'm going to start stocking up on oils, woot!